[MD] New Model Army, Mystic(DQ) Experience, and Religion (SQ) as Power

[Heather Perella]

Hello Case,

> [SA]
> Now here's the tricky of trickster or the act of
> compassion that can be both engaged and disengaged
> with the world.  The world full of beastly life
> eating
> life, desire, and fear are judged.  Yet, who will
> judge the world?  Jesus saw Satan and did not become
> a
> king of the world in the ego sense as Satan tempted
> Jesus.  Jesus looked passed himself and knew G-d was
> king.  Who is G-d?  I say G-d is much more than I
> and
> submit my ego to mindful attentions upon mysteries,
> in
> other words, I don't know all.  
> 
> [Case]
> Why do you think life is beastly?
 
     The beastly life is the boring, mundane, lusting,
and fearing complex where the dog chases his own tail.


> What sort of mysteries concern you?

     The mysteries I don't know about, such as why I
have no pity for some of these children that are
beastly where I work.  I have none, zero, no pity
whatsoever.  I have no compassion.  And as for
empathy, it has no power here.  Morals, morals do not
live in these children that do not change - morality
speaks to them, but their attitude is stiff and they
have chosen to latch onto a way that mirrors eternity.
 Yet, this eternity is of a dark nature that will chew
you up and spit you out.  Eternity because of their
stance that lasts without change.  The children that
want help get all the compassion from me,
automatically, in which I am capable of giving.  Yet,
those children that you can't even talk to without
them swearing at you, threatening or actually spitting
on you, and at times, going after staff with punches
and kicks - I have no pity on them at all and the
terror behind these beastly creatures is how human
beings can slip into a world where the swirl of chaos
becomes a shield deflecting off any rational, coherent
activity one may try to extend towards them, to give
so they may have.
     Oh, the little monsters recede into these places
where all efforts to be kind are shot down by their
manipulation, cold-hearted tactics to run, eventually,
as a dog chasing its' tail, thus, returning where they
started, sometimes finding, I might assume, they are
seeing their footsteps again and thus, are totally
lost, getting nowhere.

> [SA]
> In Siberia, the shaman
> calls this the pole that leads to the north star. 
> The
> star does not move, the pole in the tent pointing
> towards this star stays still, and the shaman climbs
> the pole and ascends.  Where does the shaman ascend
> from?  A shaman can descend into the underworld. 
> Where is the  shaman descending from?  Both of these
> questions I would answer as being the world.  The
> world of no spark, no ecstasy, and the light in our
> lives dim as our thoughts shallow as the heart pumps
> not much loving feeling and we just do - that's the
> world I find these people referring to.  The world
> where the spiritual is missing and life diminishes
> as
> we become attached to something else or flee who we
> are.  
> 
> [Case]
> I don't know much about shaman but the view that the
> world is evil is common
> but ultimately misguided.

     Oh, evil is the chaos.  Evil is that lost soul
wondering/wandering in the dark recesses of
unconsciousness where the niceties of others are not
well received and only the claws of a ravaging beast
trying to kill or hurt the hand that feeds and cares
for it occurs.  Misguided, yes these beastly creatures
are, I have seen empirically, they are misguided. 
There are those that you can talk to and are nice to
you at times, and those handful are refreshing to be
around, but those beasts that just want out but don't
know how (misguided by their own knowings) will lash
out at you, they hold their ground with an ego that,
at times, no matter how much you come down on them
with discipline and order their ways, metaphorically
speaking, are as mercury, slipping and sliding all
over the place and some days no matter how much you
watch and contain them they can't help but explode in
ways that rules and the none giving of pain will be
annihilated and destroyed and they will hurt, they
will come after you unless you stand your ground and
if need be, crush them with no pity and pin them, face
down to the carpet.

> 
> [SA]
>   This is interesting.  What Clay Sentinals?  What
> are
> Krins?  What artifacts are being guarded?  Where's
> the
> temple?
> 
> [Case]
> Sentinels and Krins are at Stillmoon temple in the
> Broodlands of Norrath.

     How might I get there, Guide, that points out the
geography of this place? 

Thanks, 
SA

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