[MD] Existence precedes essense

[Gene M]

> For the beauty of the earth,
> for the glory of the skies,
> for the love which from our birth,
> over and around us lies;
> Lord of all, to thee we raise,
> this our hymn of grateful praise.
>
> For the beauty of each hour
> of the day and of the night,
> hill and vale, and tree and flower
> sun and moon, and stars of light;
> Lord of all, to thee we raise,
> this our hymn of grateful praise.
>
> For the joy of ear and eye,
> for the heart and mind's delight,
> for the mystic harmony
> linking sense to sound and sight;
> Lord of all, to thee we raise,
> this our hymn of grateful praise.
>
> For the joy of human love,
> brother, sister, parent, child,
> friends on earth and friends above,
> for all gentle thoughts and mild;
> Lord of all, to thee we raise,
> this our hymn of grateful praise.
>
>
> One cannot be grateful and miserable at the same time.


That actually kinda made me wanna hurt myself. Just a little bit. Or someone
else. I guess it just sorta filled me with a formless anger. revulsion.
Something like that. Not sure what. It's not a good feeling though.

And of course one can! Maybe you haven't, but that hardly removes it from
possibility. I'm sure it's come up all sorts of times! Grateful but
miserable seems like a pretty likely link, actually. Don't underestimate the
human ability to confuse emotions almost constantly.

-Gene