[MD] Painting

[MarshaV]

At 06:31 AM 11/19/2007, you wrote:
>Hi Marsha,
>
>how about me? I leave a lot to be desired.
>I'm thinking that I say thinks that have a negative effect and that there
>should be a way for me to speak my mind without blocking off further
>communication.

I wish the same.  I don't mean to cut off communication with anyone 
on this forum. I have two personalities: a solar and a lunar.  The 
lunar just expresses herself from my core experience.  The solar 
wants to keep her quiet because she is an embarrassment, not 
rational.  Tells her that she doesn't know anything and she is JUST 
dreaming.  Well, I don't know really know anything, but I paint from 
that lunar core and she knows everything.


>A few years ago I told you to cut the crap when you said something like 'I'd
>die without my painting'.
>Maybe that is a female way of stating a particular sentiment, I have
>certainly heard other females use that 'I'd die without' phrase.
>Months later I realised I had a similar feeling but one I expressed to
>myself in a different (maybe male) way: 'Life is not worth living if it
>doesn't include..' such and such.

Well, whatever that 'doesn't include' is, I hope it brings you as 
much joy as painting brings to me, even if it is just a dream.

Marsha