[MD] 2 mulch

[MarshaV]

Ron,

You are beautiful.  I admire your search for the peace and wisdom in 
your present situation.

I love you.


Marsha


At 10:57 PM 3/17/2009, you wrote:
>Having been layed-off for over a month, after dealing with my wife's
>surgery, my daughters illness and keeping up with her school work
>preparing meals and daily clean-up and the assistance and care for
>my recovering spouse, I have taken up a job landscaping helping
>my brother in-law. Back breaking, physically demanding.
>After mourning my old job and my old life, I embraced the experience.
>
>Mulching requires being alternately on you knees and loading wheelbarrels
>as fast as you can, and spreading it evenly 1-2"thick around all manner of
>plantings. On these cold mornings the mulch is steaming and hot, intermingled
>with all types of interesting debris, lighter parts, condoms, and a 
>wide range of
>unidentifyable pieces of metal and plastic. The smells of earth and 
>grass, sweat
>and body odor, muscle cramp soreness and burn, the sight of budding spring and
>early mornings of restless nights with body aches have oddly enough provided
>relief from my dire circumstance, the constant pain I endure 
>relieves the anxiety
>of these uncertain times, my many past injuries reminds me of the 
>story of my life.
>
>I do my work with harmony, I only accomplish what I am able to. I do my best
>at all times, because my life requires it at his moment.
>
>What I have learned, through self inquiry, through the books I have 
>read and the
>discussions I have had to develop and understand this has enabled me 
>to survive
>this time in my life with harmony. Where once I would have surely drown I now
>swim and think nothing.
>I simply am.
>
>this simple act, has been a blessing.
>
>confident that I may endure any trial.
>
>
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