[MD] moq thought experiement 1.

[squonkmuse at talktalk.net]

Hi Gav,
There's allot going on here, but i have experienced this so i understand. Or think i do.
But there is a problem:
'...the voice that some subtle souls realise isn't them!!!'
This implies there IS an authentic you, and i agree with this also. Or think i do.

However, non of this changes the fact that babies are fully present, and i've been told by those who feel they know, that being fully present is what zennies aim for. This may mean that zennies don't give a fuck about being an agent of evolution either, and in a sense i think i understand that. If it is so.

I am just wondering. Just letting thoughts wander. And i can see that the baby in us all doesn't ever go away. There are moments when i seem to disappear and i am the baby again. It seems that everything that i think has happened could vanish.

squonk


babies are pure like animals; they are fully present, free of the reification 
that passes for reality in the adult world. 
this simulacrum has a function however - everything does. everything is as it is 
- as it should be. the function is the *isolation of the individual*; solipsism 
is a term used pejoratively to dismiss the purpose of self-conscious awareness: 
alienation is a waystation on the road to authenticity. gotta go through hell to 
get to heaven; the hero's journey is fundamentally *a solo thing*.
so we get alienated, depressed, isolated, scared, depressed, desperate, 
suicidal, angry, frustrated, alone....and we go through this....we walk through 
the fire and how we walk through determines how long the fire lasts.
the separation allows us to disenage from the collective entity that seeks our 
submission - the egregor. its voice is the voice in our heads; the voice that 
some subtle souls realise isn't them!!! and they are pronounced shizo rather 
than aware. ha!!
when life craps on your face you don't give a fuck about keeping up appearances 
anymore and you free yourself from the egregious machinations of the machine 
head....now the journey turns the hairpin and we rejoin the collectivity - but 
this time as an 'agent of evolution'; babies are not agents of evolution.
being an agent of evolution is fun....you get a '00' number and license to 
confuse.
love and daggers
g