[MD] Un-Pure Experience

[MarshaV]

> On Oct 28, 2013, at 9:14 PM, X Acto <xacto at rocketmail.com> wrote:
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> Marsha:  
> I take all static patterns of value as seriously as burnt umber, light red, yellow ochre, cadmium yellow, cadmium scarlet, permanent rose, alizarin red, winsor violet, french ultramarine, thalo blue, thalo green, olive green and titanium.  Your suspicions, on the other hand, I do not take seriously at all.  Your suspicions and misinterpretations are not my concern, they are thoughts flittering through your mind.  
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> Ron ponders:
> I wonder if Marsha takes deficating as seriously as burnt umber, light red, yellow ochre, cadmium yellow...
> plops them just wherevever the whim takes her....dabbles...dry brushes..
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> no reason not to..the joys of living alone..like a pig in their own filth, wallowing and basking in it.
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> oink

Marsha:
Joys of living alone?  What joys should I desire?  Should I desire to be living with my late husband?  Or desire for someone to read to me, in German, Goethe's 'Faust', or for a piano-playing Schroeder to rehearse Beethoven's Symphony No. 9, or someone playing some badass guitar licks, or should I desire someone to cruise with the back country on his Harley, or someone ...  
 
But I feel I am doing what I am suppose to be doing, studying, contemplating and meditating on quality/emptiness.  
 

Marsha